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Since when could I not feel the loneliness, which I have tamed it, all devoured my soul. Since when could I not feel the cold, as if my body in a whole was locked to a huge emptinesswith those heavy metal chains. I knew very well that terrible feeling has yetdisappeared for couple years, taking away by the warmth of her soul.
My heart was yet filled with joy: wewon Love Live, a victory quite unexpected at first, since we had believed thatour small amateur idol group would go that far, but we were quickly to be lovedby many. In fact, I had been the first one to believe this, believe in μ's, believing in μ's, believing in us. However,the end of Love Live also announced the end of the year, the end of the class,the end of μ's. Then we never sang altogether again as a schoolidol group, but cards already told the fortunate. In fact, every one of us wasno longer a member of μ's, a member of that nine muses, whofilled my heart with happiness during this year.
Every lucky thing hasan end... isn't it?
If it was difficult tosay goodbye to the high-school, where I remembered all the stuff, where I heldso many memories. All these magnificent moments passed with these members ofthe idol club, who became my friends. All those things we had shared with eachother, were buried in the soul of this school, always. I could not decide toleave without saying see you again, the last time, even if I was sure this willhappen one day here. After all, these are what the cards told me.
The smell floating inthe air had something special, as if she fully remembered those memories inhigh school, which had influenced their school years, here, in the Otonokizakahigh school. As if she waited for those high school memories to come, which waswritten here for those years to come. We had actually succeed in saving theschool from shutting down, isn’t it? And there was what we are proud of. Had wenot been a group together in every moment, we would never have been arrivedhere. Together, all would become possible. If only could we stay together again...
There was no placewhere I particularly loved, even though the place with μ's, the student councilclassroom. Only god knows how many time I have been spent here accompanied withother members, accompanied with her.
Went to the front ofthe door I remembered how many times I had enjoyed working here, spending my timehelping others, all those helped by myself, at heart. This is what I could dofor them, what I could in fact do for ourselves. It’s comforting to saveHonoka, Kotori and Umi to take over everything correctly, but if this were notevident in the very beginning.
She was here, standing,next to the window where I had held many times, before opening the door, thehearting pounding, when everything got out of control.
“Nozomi? You werelooking at my direction.”